I am facing pregnancy alone, I feel like I am one island and everyone else is on another, I am torn between happiness and delight at what my body is experiencing and guilt at what my baby will miss out on. I am writing this as I feel like I am going crazy as every bit of of pregnancy literature comes complete with the picture of adoring father to be gazing lovingly at mother to be... I want to know that I am not alone and not the most irresponsible person to walk the earth...